My Dearest Mary,
Everything
is gone. All that excitement and anticipation that had built up before arriving
to our destination has now vanished into thin air. Two days. That’s all the
time that has passed by so far in these horrible trenches. With full assertion,
I can say that these days have been the most nightmarish time of my entire
life. It is just so awful, I cannot think of where to begin. It rains quite
often. It is raining now, and I must say I don’t appreciate the rain as much as
I did back home. You see, the rain pours down to our trenches from above,
mixing with mud as it floods our homes. It hammers against the rocks, the
bodies, everything and anything that lies on the bare ground. Quite soon, it
will reach our knees and once again I’ll wonder what would happen if it never
stopped. Now that I think about it, I’m surprised I can hear the rain today.
Usually, one can only hear the explosions and gunfire nearby, or the new
aircrafts buzzing overhead. These sounds are so frequent that they are barely
noticeable anymore. Love, if that sends shivers up and down your spine; imagine
lice swarming all over your clothes and skin, sucking on blood, which fills
them with life. That is exactly what is happening as I write this. I’ve already
lost so much blood from the injuries in warfare, and I doubt I have any left in
my veins. But those little pests just don’t understand, do they? My fellow boys and I pick them out whenever
we have time, usually in the sunlight. All our clothes are already infested by
these nuisances. We know it’s no use, they’ll just keep coming back; it just
gives us something to take our mind off of other things from. No wonder
soldiers have short hair here. There is no need of any more infestations then
what we are already dealing with. As if that’s not enough, we are also
accompanied by rats that scurry around in these deep trenches in search of
food. I know love you may be thinking, what food would they find down here?
Food is quite scarce. However, they feed on the meat of the dead, lifeless
bodies that surround us. These pale faces bring the realization that any one of
them could be me. Two days, only 48 hours and my life has completely changed.
It is now time to shift into the front trenches. I’ve heard many drastic
stories about the front lines... I guess I’ll have to experience them myself
now. Don’t worry though Mary, you know me. I’m quite strong, and I ain’t going
anywhere without seeing your lovely face again.
Jacques DuBois
Sources:
Canadians at War 1911-1918 By: Donald M. Santor
http://www.firstworldwar.com/features/trenchlife.htm
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